I cried!

I have just had a huge argument with my housemates...white european students. And i cried!!!!! I cried out of frustration. We argued about the dearth of social policy on the continent, Dafur, corrupt politicians, Darfur, poverty and AIDS, Dafur and all the other ills that besiege that continent.
I cried because i know it is true. I know that our politicians are corrupt and foolish. I know that the AU sit by why people die in Dafur. I know that our politicians sit by why the Niger-Delta is ravaged and plundered once again!I cried because pensioners die everyday of hunger and disease. I cried because deep down inside i could not answer the question if this had anything to do with the people or the leaders. I cried because i had only this morning seen the awful pictures of the same people we have entrusted our futures to at the so called thisday concert. I cried because i am not doing anything about it. Am i going to end up like every other Nigerian boy my age who comes to the UK for education? Marry a local white girl beneath my standards who likes me for my exoticness and the brown babies i would give her? Become a second class citizen, paying tax on everything and and paying allegiance to the very monarchy that plundered my nation for so long? What do i do?
I can't even talk on my own country because i am not there. I am not a part of that society anymore. I could not live there, i could not believe in it, i could not adapt to it. I refused to adapt to it. My detachment similar to most across the continent explains our dire status on the world stage!! What do i do?
What do i do?